Crying..

Last nite, not sure what time I fall asleep
But for sure I'm sleeping while crying
And experienced bad dream
Awake with heavy and red eyes

Lately, my heart feel so sensitive and unsecured
Cant have real sleeping cause always awake 2-3 times
What ever I do would go wrong

Nak kate PMS, it is not the time yet
I hate this feeling
Need a time to a long break
I need to be in my mum's arms

I wish to cry in the rain so that no one knows that I'm crying

Ya Allah tetapkan hati dan imanku
Tabahkan hatiku menempuh segala dugaan dariMu
Hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui