Hujan di Hati

Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya. Kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kamu bertemu seseorang yang sangat bererti bagimu, hanya untuk menemukan bahawa pada akhirnya menjadi tidak bererti dan kamu harus membiarkannya pergi. 

Perasaan cinta dimulai dari mata, sedangkan rasa suka dimulai dari telinga. Jadi jika kamu mahu berhenti menyukai seseorang, cukup dgn menutup telinga. Tetapi apabila kamu cuba menutup matamu dari org yang kamu cintai, cinta itu berubah menjadi titisan airmata dan terus tinggal dihatimu dalam jarak waktu yang terlalu lama.

sumber : cinta

20.10.2010 updated

UPDATED!!!

Thanks to the gurls (K Ayu, K Ct & K Liza) sbb same2 mencipta sejarah pada tarikh keramat ni, kejadian berlaku sekitar jam 11mlm di kawasan parking NEA, it shows that we no need man to help us while in trouble???? Acah mak Enon jerk, terpulang kat diri sendiri, dah tentu Allah jadikan lelaki dan perempuan tu ade faedahnya. Cume masa je yang masih belum berpihak pd kami. We shared the same story that make us strong, and maybe org nmpk kitorng hepi dan enjoy with our moment together however, no one knows deep inside our small and fragile heart.

At least we feel hepi and be hepi to make others hepi. Thats why at this moment we enjoyed wat we had done and will plan to be done.


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Attention to Tuan Tanah a.k.a Diri sendiri,

Janganlah kamu berangan2 tarikh yang cantik ini, seorang putera kayangan akan turun dari langit untuk memperisterikanmu.

Janganlah kamu bercita2 tarikh yang comel ini, kamu akan mendapat sebentuk cincin dr sang pujangga yang ingin meminangmu.

Janganlah kamu berharap tarikh yg konon cun ini, kamu akan ditatang dan dilayan bagai puteri raja yg sun melecun.

Janganlah kamu berperasaan perasan tarikh ini, kamu akan mendapat durian runtuh walaupun engkau tahu yang kat umah ko xde pun pokok durian.

Wahai tuan tanah,

Berenti laaaa berangan, bercita2, berharao dan berperasaan perasan......

PEGI WAT KEJE TU!!!!!!......

p/s : stop dreaming my little princess, u just princess for urself and ur parent only....

Finally, I can see you..

Maher Zain Save the Soul Showcase

14th Oct 2010

MBSA Auditorium, Shah Alam

I'm so happy and glad to be at my 1st ever concert in my life....

A lot of thanks for all that make it history in my life...

Thanks to the pembeli tiket, tukang paksa aku dtg ke sane, tukang driver, tukang kamera aku pinjam segala2nye tukang laaaa, u all mean everything.....kalu ikutkan hati mmg nak pegi tp bile pk tiketnye yg agak mahal so wat ke'eksited'kan aku nak pegi jumpe MZ jd luntur la skit. 

However, ade insan sudi sponsor di samping die nak beramal gak utk Raudhatus Sakinah gak kot.....then ke'eksited'kan kembali memuncak smpi laaa hari yg dinantikan....siap duk seat blakang media jerk...nmpk la Linda Onn, wartawan melodi (melodi raye die cite psl arwah ayah die tu), pastu wartawan hiburan yg bese kuar kat tv tu....Saiful Islam pun ade, pembace berita Awani, dan ramai lg yg aku x kenal....

Hosted by Fedtri Yahya & Wardina (boleh die ckp muke Wardina versi MZ pakai tudung), diorng dah warning jgn snap pki flash tp ade gak yg degil....

Opening by Inteam & Aisyah...smpi ade org menangis dgr lagunyeee...

MZ nyanyi 10 buah lagu, tp aku kire mcm 8 jerk...huhuhu

Layan je laaaa gambar2 ni ek....

Alhamdulillah I'm the chosen one to be at his showcase, rather than Adam Lambert...Really enjoy each of the single moment there....THANKSSSS...

Tak sabar....

..................................cerita bakal menyusul...semoga segalanya berjalan dgn lancar......................................

Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I should've never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?

I never meant to let it get so, personal

And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you

I'm broken heart and I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life... 

Triple 10

10.10.10, Maybe the special date for most of you yang sambut B day, E day, W day but its just an ordinary number for me....

Nothing special on this date and nothing much hoping for something special happen. But today almost three months I'd knew my buah hati, always accompany wherever I go and at this moment belum meragam walaupun aku jarang pampered him to spa and talking to him...

However, there will be 2 important mission on this October....can wait to get it through and hope it will be run smoothly.

p/s : ade lg satu date best 20.10.2010....

Every girl deserves to feel beautiful just the wat she is

31 Ways to make a Girl Smile








p/s : bz preparing for 80 astronauts ++ 200 VVIP come to MMU tomorrow, do not ever think that i'm gonna married soon ok!!!!proposal already rejected....TQ

Magika!!

Rugi x tgk...best gilerrrr.....



 5 star!!!!

Surprise!!

Got this yesterday morning... 6 roses and 6 ferrero rocher

Sending by the florist owner smpi kat dpn pintu office....who ever the sender, u make my heart mcm nak gugur ok, never happen all this while kena kejutan mcm ni, THANKS....hope no hidden agenda at all. Always imagine dat it would be from my lovely person tp x kisah laaa as long ade gak sejarah kejutan mcm ni dlm idup aku biarpun hanya sekali......

Bile.....

Bile ade org nak masuk meminang bukan ke kite patut happy???? Tapi nape aku x rase hepi pun????

I need camera!

Soooo hoottttt my hati sbb dlm mase sebulan going to fly, tibe2 camera cabuk ni wat hal lerrr plak. Langsung x leh nak on off, dah lerrr lense nye terkeluar tu nak simpan dlm beg die pun xmuat....wwuaaaaaaaaa nape lerrr nak wat hal time gundah gulana ni????

Aduiiii camne nak snap2 gambo dgn mas joko ni lg sebulan nak jumpe die ni??Sempat ke dibaiki kalu anta kat kedai???Agaknye rege repair tu same dgn beli camera baru jerk??Ish....tensen tul laaaa benci2, nape laaa wat hal time2 gini ek. GGggrrrrrrrr......geram2 rase nak campak jerk camera tu....

Pleased Me.....

You may not be her first, her last or her only. 

She loved before she may love again. 

But if she loves you now, what else matter? 

She's not perfect - you aren't either 

and the two of you may never be perfect together 

but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, 

and admit to being human and making mistakes, 

hold on to her and give her the most you can. 

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, 

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. 

So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. 

Smile when she makes you happy let her know when she make you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Macam-macam

Pertama :-

Smlm patutnye mlm paling lena tdo sbbnye ujan lebat gilerrr dan kilat sabung menyabung, ribut, petir sume ade laaaa...tp aku xleh tdo gak, stat kul 10.00pm dah golek2 tp smpi kul 4.00am kot aku still x lelap. 

Kedua :- 

Tekanan darah masih rendah, akan amik bacaan dlm seminggu mase raya ni then pi consult doctor.

Ketiga :- 

Dah gatai mate, tangan, kaki dan mulut nak wat movie marathon tp tgh cari kawan 'seperjuangan'.

Keempat :- 

Mimpi yg ntah ape2, byk sgt pk di siang hari kot.

Kelima :-

Buah ati di Celcom asik anto sms total bil dah menghampiri kredit limit, aduiiii dah 2 bulan mcm ni...ape kes?????

Sabar.....

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Tak sabarnyeeee nak trime adiah raya untuk diri sendiri.....en posmen, tolong hantarkan adiah tu cepat ye, saya x sabar2 nak tgk dan pakai, harap2 sesuai lerrrr dgn tuan punye tangan.....hehehe

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Yeaaaaaaa...dah smpi barangnye, jauh die terbang drp UK.....hehehe

Thanks Kak Feela...suke sgt very the ringan tp need to buang 2 keping sbb beso lerr sesgt....

Harapnye buah hati Silver xmeragam bile aku dah menduakan die, dua2 aku sayang sbb beli dgn duit hasil titik peluh sendiri..... lgpun Silver lg mahal drp Brown dan Silver bg pengalaman paling indah kat aku.....

Cumenye, takut sejarah mungkin berulang. Sepanjang hidup, kalau beli jam lebih dr satu, jam lame tu akan meragam dan terus jerk mati, xleh nak btulkan dah....tp dulu2 jam RM10 je, so pakai buang jerk aku rase....skang ni walaupun below RM300 tp each of them have the sentimental value....

Please baby Silver & Brown, jgn gaduh2 jgn jeles2 ye....I'll try my best to serve u both better hehehe

Love

"Don’t hang on to a relationship when you know it’s not going anywhere. Learn to let go and accept the reality. Life is too short to be wasted trying to save a relationship that you know it’s never gonna work. "

"He has my heart; he just doesn't know it yet."

"if its true love it all never leave you and if it does then it wasnt true love."

"I give you all my love because I truly love you, but I can't give you my soul and my heart because you'll just break it apart."  

"I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me."

"The words I love you are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud."

"Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult, for strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go."

"You know you're really in love, when you have love for that person and only that person. You want to be with them in every waking moment, and you'll stay with them through thick and thin."

"In order to really love someone, you must love him as though he was going to die tomorrow."  

Friend Forever

Just for You,

Thanks for being my friend even though we been so closed about a month ago.

We had share a lot things and you give me support and words that make my heart and mind so calm.

You really know what inside me even though I'm not telling you nothing.

We had raya shopping together and a few times break fasting.

Such a wonderful day when hanging out with you.

Even though your not my other half, family or relatives but no such a great person that I ever closed.

Thanks for wasting your time and money just for me.

You are the 1st person that I heard when I woke up and last person that talk to me before I go to bed.

I know you want to hear me happy always and you can recognize it when I'm sad.

Hoping that you keep continuing giving me strength to make my life cheerful everyday.

May our friendship will be everlasting. May Allah bless your life too.....

THANK SO MUCH FRIEND.....

p/s : thanks to others yang hantar sms ucapan hari, bagi duit raye dan hadiah raye, thanks!!!This year was a wonderful raya for me....

Hari Raya

Beli Baju Raya - DONE!

Beli Kuih Raya klik2 - DONE!

Pergi Servis Kereta - lum smpi mase lg

Ready Angpau Raya - DONE!

Alaaaaa, wat pe sibuk2 nak raye ek??aku cume cuti raye 5 ari jerk pastu kena keje laaaa smule....

Di kesempatan ini nak mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, 

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Andai ade salah silap, tutur kata dan perbuatan yang sengaja atau tak sengaja, secara sedar atau tidak sedar....

tearin' up my heart

..........it's tearin' up my heart when i'm with you  but when we are apart i feel it too and no matter what i do i feel the pain with or without you......i am down on my knees i can't take it anymore.....

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"They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back."

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

"Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away."

"If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling in love with you."

"If a tear fell from my eyes each time I thought of you, I would have a puddle of fallen wishes."


"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself."

"True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye."

"Aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu, aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu, aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan"

Need fresh air

Lame dah rasenye x pergi bercuti...bile tgk flight tiket x penahnyeee nak murah....xkan nak duduk mengadap sokmo kadang tu date plak xsesuai. Kalau pegi sorang lame dah aku on tarikh bile2 pun, tp nak kumpul tarikh availability org2 lain ni susah lerr skit kan.

Lagipun jauh mane sangat lerr aku leh pegi sorang2 ni. Balik muadzam pun kalu sorang2 tu Allah je tau ape aku rase...mcm2 huhuhu. Walaupun 30hb Ogos telah diisytiharkan cuti paksa oleh MMU, xtau nak ckp hepi ke tak, sbbnye maybe balik sorang kot. Aduiii nape lerrr lemah beno jantung ni, nak ke mane2 kena ade teman ker?? Ade mase need to be alone, ade mase rase nak angkut 1 opis bersama2 hahaha.

Feeling that chasing my own shadow, thinking a lot things when got very scary day-mare, around 7.00am mcm tu huhuhu, what exactly the sign that want me to think about?

Jiwe sungguh la kacau, walaupun tahun ni dpt membanyakkan amalan terawih more than tahun2 lepas. Harapnye aku leh sustain smpi la ke hujung Ramadhan.