I need camera!

Soooo hoottttt my hati sbb dlm mase sebulan going to fly, tibe2 camera cabuk ni wat hal lerrr plak. Langsung x leh nak on off, dah lerrr lense nye terkeluar tu nak simpan dlm beg die pun xmuat....wwuaaaaaaaaa nape lerrr nak wat hal time gundah gulana ni????

Aduiiii camne nak snap2 gambo dgn mas joko ni lg sebulan nak jumpe die ni??Sempat ke dibaiki kalu anta kat kedai???Agaknye rege repair tu same dgn beli camera baru jerk??Ish....tensen tul laaaa benci2, nape laaa wat hal time2 gini ek. GGggrrrrrrrr......geram2 rase nak campak jerk camera tu....

Pleased Me.....

You may not be her first, her last or her only. 

She loved before she may love again. 

But if she loves you now, what else matter? 

She's not perfect - you aren't either 

and the two of you may never be perfect together 

but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, 

and admit to being human and making mistakes, 

hold on to her and give her the most you can. 

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, 

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. 

So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. 

Smile when she makes you happy let her know when she make you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Macam-macam

Pertama :-

Smlm patutnye mlm paling lena tdo sbbnye ujan lebat gilerrr dan kilat sabung menyabung, ribut, petir sume ade laaaa...tp aku xleh tdo gak, stat kul 10.00pm dah golek2 tp smpi kul 4.00am kot aku still x lelap. 

Kedua :- 

Tekanan darah masih rendah, akan amik bacaan dlm seminggu mase raya ni then pi consult doctor.

Ketiga :- 

Dah gatai mate, tangan, kaki dan mulut nak wat movie marathon tp tgh cari kawan 'seperjuangan'.

Keempat :- 

Mimpi yg ntah ape2, byk sgt pk di siang hari kot.

Kelima :-

Buah ati di Celcom asik anto sms total bil dah menghampiri kredit limit, aduiiii dah 2 bulan mcm ni...ape kes?????

Sabar.....

***Updated 

Tak sabarnyeeee nak trime adiah raya untuk diri sendiri.....en posmen, tolong hantarkan adiah tu cepat ye, saya x sabar2 nak tgk dan pakai, harap2 sesuai lerrrr dgn tuan punye tangan.....hehehe

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Yeaaaaaaa...dah smpi barangnye, jauh die terbang drp UK.....hehehe

Thanks Kak Feela...suke sgt very the ringan tp need to buang 2 keping sbb beso lerr sesgt....

Harapnye buah hati Silver xmeragam bile aku dah menduakan die, dua2 aku sayang sbb beli dgn duit hasil titik peluh sendiri..... lgpun Silver lg mahal drp Brown dan Silver bg pengalaman paling indah kat aku.....

Cumenye, takut sejarah mungkin berulang. Sepanjang hidup, kalau beli jam lebih dr satu, jam lame tu akan meragam dan terus jerk mati, xleh nak btulkan dah....tp dulu2 jam RM10 je, so pakai buang jerk aku rase....skang ni walaupun below RM300 tp each of them have the sentimental value....

Please baby Silver & Brown, jgn gaduh2 jgn jeles2 ye....I'll try my best to serve u both better hehehe

Love

"Don’t hang on to a relationship when you know it’s not going anywhere. Learn to let go and accept the reality. Life is too short to be wasted trying to save a relationship that you know it’s never gonna work. "

"He has my heart; he just doesn't know it yet."

"if its true love it all never leave you and if it does then it wasnt true love."

"I give you all my love because I truly love you, but I can't give you my soul and my heart because you'll just break it apart."  

"I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me."

"The words I love you are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud."

"Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult, for strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go."

"You know you're really in love, when you have love for that person and only that person. You want to be with them in every waking moment, and you'll stay with them through thick and thin."

"In order to really love someone, you must love him as though he was going to die tomorrow."  

Friend Forever

Just for You,

Thanks for being my friend even though we been so closed about a month ago.

We had share a lot things and you give me support and words that make my heart and mind so calm.

You really know what inside me even though I'm not telling you nothing.

We had raya shopping together and a few times break fasting.

Such a wonderful day when hanging out with you.

Even though your not my other half, family or relatives but no such a great person that I ever closed.

Thanks for wasting your time and money just for me.

You are the 1st person that I heard when I woke up and last person that talk to me before I go to bed.

I know you want to hear me happy always and you can recognize it when I'm sad.

Hoping that you keep continuing giving me strength to make my life cheerful everyday.

May our friendship will be everlasting. May Allah bless your life too.....

THANK SO MUCH FRIEND.....

p/s : thanks to others yang hantar sms ucapan hari, bagi duit raye dan hadiah raye, thanks!!!This year was a wonderful raya for me....

Hari Raya

Beli Baju Raya - DONE!

Beli Kuih Raya klik2 - DONE!

Pergi Servis Kereta - lum smpi mase lg

Ready Angpau Raya - DONE!

Alaaaaa, wat pe sibuk2 nak raye ek??aku cume cuti raye 5 ari jerk pastu kena keje laaaa smule....

Di kesempatan ini nak mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, 

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Andai ade salah silap, tutur kata dan perbuatan yang sengaja atau tak sengaja, secara sedar atau tidak sedar....

tearin' up my heart

..........it's tearin' up my heart when i'm with you  but when we are apart i feel it too and no matter what i do i feel the pain with or without you......i am down on my knees i can't take it anymore.....

...........

"They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back."

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

"I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate."

"Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away."

"If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling in love with you."

"If a tear fell from my eyes each time I thought of you, I would have a puddle of fallen wishes."


"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself."

"True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye."

"Aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu, aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu, aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan"

Need fresh air

Lame dah rasenye x pergi bercuti...bile tgk flight tiket x penahnyeee nak murah....xkan nak duduk mengadap sokmo kadang tu date plak xsesuai. Kalau pegi sorang lame dah aku on tarikh bile2 pun, tp nak kumpul tarikh availability org2 lain ni susah lerr skit kan.

Lagipun jauh mane sangat lerr aku leh pegi sorang2 ni. Balik muadzam pun kalu sorang2 tu Allah je tau ape aku rase...mcm2 huhuhu. Walaupun 30hb Ogos telah diisytiharkan cuti paksa oleh MMU, xtau nak ckp hepi ke tak, sbbnye maybe balik sorang kot. Aduiii nape lerrr lemah beno jantung ni, nak ke mane2 kena ade teman ker?? Ade mase need to be alone, ade mase rase nak angkut 1 opis bersama2 hahaha.

Feeling that chasing my own shadow, thinking a lot things when got very scary day-mare, around 7.00am mcm tu huhuhu, what exactly the sign that want me to think about?

Jiwe sungguh la kacau, walaupun tahun ni dpt membanyakkan amalan terawih more than tahun2 lepas. Harapnye aku leh sustain smpi la ke hujung Ramadhan.

Pengalaman Puasa selepas 26thn

Bertolak daripada Cyberjaya pukul 5.30ptg, boleh plak x teringat yang jln from UPM ke Kajang tu jammed time gini. Tapi dah sbb lupe tu redah je laaaaa......sampai area PLUS highway pun mcm tu gak dgn hujan lebat lg, dgn eksiden b2b dlm 7-8 buah kete lori, dgn cermin pecah tgh2 jln...huhuhu sangat menduga keimanan.

Pukul 7.30 still on the highway, so buke laaa dgn kurma n seteguk air....adik2 plak dah disuruh mkn dulu.....then after masuk tol Senawang cari stesen minyak yang nmpk di mata utk brenti solat dan time aku lak mkn....mase mkn tu mcm nak nangis pun ade, sbb 1st time buke puasa secara ala kadar mcm tu. Makan dlm kete dgn adik2ku huhuhu....

Pastu teruskan perjalanan dgn dlm 2 jam lg nak smpi umah. Dengan mata yang agak2 kuyu tu, terpakse gak lerr teruskan perjalanan sambil karok dlm kete, kalu tidak harus aku terlelap mase driving kot. Ade gak 2-3  kali terkatup mateku sib baik still leh control kalu tak rasenye x berjaya sampai ke rumah dgn selamat.....

Smpikan aku baru perasan nape org angkat lampu, sedar2 aku x off lampu tinggi tu, hahaha.....kire skali aku khayal lupe nak tutup, ade tu lupe nak bukak walaupun jalan tu gelap huhuhu.....sib baik laaaa kete tak berapa byk sgt so leh laaaa bawa around 80-90 jerk.....

Syukur laaaa aku masih bernafas sehingga hari ini.

...... Part 2

If you have it [love],
you don't need to have anything else.
If you don't have it,
it doesn't matter much what else you do have.
- Sir James M. Barrie -


We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,
where every sense is heightened,
and every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flung into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,
but that doesn't diminish its value,
because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
- From the movie "The Mirror Has Two Faces" -
(starring Barbara Streisand)


You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes,
and her eyes everywhere in the world.
- David Levesque -


A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."
True Love says:
" You'll never need anything;
I'll be there."
- Jimi Hollemans -

If I Could Turn Back Time

If I could turn back time 

If I could find a way 

I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay

I don't know why I did the things 
I did I don't know why I said the things I said 

Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside 

Words are like weapons they wound sometimes.

I didn't really mean to hurt you 

I didn't wanna see you go

I know I made you cry, but baby

If I could turn back time

If I could find a way 

I'd take back those words that hurt you 

And you'd stay 

If I could reach the stars 

I'd give them all to you 

Then you'd love me, love me 

Like you used to do

My world was shattered I was torn apart 

Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart 

You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care 

But I lost everything darling then and there

Too strong to tell you I was sorry 

Too proud to tell you I was wrong 

I know that I was blind

If I could find a way

I'd take back those words that hurt you

If I could reach the stars

I'd give them all to you

Then you'd love me 

Like you used to do

p/s : 

Being bless to life with people thats love and care about me everyday, and it is doesn't matter if I didn't get someone that I love and care so much coz I have to believe that him is not meant to me. However, just follow where the wind will take me to.....

Emosi Pagi Jumaat

Syukur Alhamdulillah 

1. Nyaris2 kehilangan telefon disebabkan kecuaian yang berada di tahap kronik. Sampaikan kunci bilik pun leh patah dlm tombolnye tu. Abis segala planning untuk mlm tu tergendala. Petunjuk untuk tidak menipu @ tak perlu teruskan planning itu?

2. Oleh kerana telah bernazar jika telefon dijumpai, maka dgn redha telah menderma darah buat kali pertama. Penghujung pengalaman sgt mengerikan smpi lengan lebam disebabkan oleh rodokan jarum nurse yg mcm xsuke Geng Sukun bagi support. Tapi pasni akan terus menderma jika ada kesempatan. Insya Allah. Thanks to all yang bagi support dan tips yang berguna @ tak berguna hahaha.

3. Gonna missing each of the moment being with him, cant imagine what will happen after the period end. Praying for his best and happiness. And I'll get my own happiness too.

...........

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? 

Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? 

Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? 

And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

I can't talk to you anymore, 

it's not that I am mad at you, 

it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you 

and when I realize how much I love you, 

I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,

I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, 

I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me 

I’m going to smile

I would like to stay a secret, 

like walking in the dark, 

if no one knows you, 

no one cares 

and no one breaks your heart 

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, 

but when you see him smile 

you suddenly realize 

you're just pretending you're over him 

to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours 

A great love?
It's when you shed tears for him but still you care for him
It's when he ignored you but you still long for him
It's when he starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile 
and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you."

Exhausted but relief & release

Skang ni dah masuk bulan Ogos dan musim ni laaaa kebiasaan konvokesyen akan diadakan. Macam2 ragam dan permintaan perlu dipatuhi untuk memastikan semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. As for this year, I dont have my Sr. TA sbb dah dipindahkan ke unit lain so, with a little experiences and help from my strongest team as I always called 'Badang MMU'. Seminggu menjelang konvo memang perlu bekerja smpi lewat mlm. Tdo xcukup, bangun seawal jam 5.30 pagi dan bebanan kerja yang sangat berat. 

Mase konvo ni gak lerrr mcm2 org nak tunjuk diorg ade keje dan kepentingan. Macam2 event sibuk nak buat walaupun tak pernah pikir apakah kesan kepada pekerja2 yang bekerja bagai nak mati tp at the end cume ucapan terima kasih.

And for the 1st time after 3 years involved in convo preparation, I'd have to standby for Alumni event too...giving the graduates from alumni members flower and greeting card. Walaupun ade yang terlepas queue tp bile tgk macam2 reaksi muke tu buat kitorng rase puas dan hepi. Ye laaa mane taknye, dlm beribu2 graduan tu cume ade 600 org je akan dpt bunge sebaik sahaja dpt scroll di atas pentas tu. Siap ade yg ngaku alumni walaupun name xde dlm list.

Tahun pertama buat mcm ni mmg agak kelam kabut skit tp Insya Allah, thn akan datang lebih sistematik dan have to make sure that xde sorang pun alumni members yang terlepas queue.

And on the second day of the convo day, I'd receive a bouquet of flowers and a bear. Its such a surprise mmg x jangka pun akan dpt lagi tahun ni....secara tak langsung kurang la skit rase penat dan tekanan yang mmg biasanye akan timbul at the highest degree on convo day. Orang lain dpt degree belajar tp aku dpt degree tekanan. 

Mase ni gak lerrr berat badan kompom naik mendadak, will had supper at 12am or 2am, makan McD lak tu, eskrim leh habis 2 bekas huhuhu....xpe2 pasni pose, sure akan turun 5 kilo hahaha....

Anyway, thanksss so much, and luv the surprise too....

For the rest of my life...I'll be loving you

First heard of this voice at Taman Warisan, spending time with my family, its so relaxing, cooling and tempting my heart.....ask my bro who's the singer and its Maher Zain, balik umah trus cari kat youtube then dengar most of all his songs....

Tapi yang paling best lagu ni, For The Rest of My Life, hope will be like in this song one day, Insya Allah.

You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever II`ll be there for you

 

Its like brand new!!

Akhirnya telah berjaya membawa buah hati pergi ke spa di Serdang...and its look like brand new, just the same as I meet him 2 weeks ago. Hope he will be happy of what I'd done for him today walaupun duitku melayang2.....hanya kerana dikau...harapan agar dikau terus setia menemani di saat suka dan duka.

Thanks a lot pada setiap individu yang membantu secara langsung dan tidak langsung dlm memberikan khidmat nasihat dan pertolongan dalam menjayakan misi ke spa kali pertama ini. Always have to be remembered not to take you for granted as each of my cents given to you as my investment....

Dah lame tak membebel, so bile dah dpt chance ni ntah ape2 laaa yg dibebelkan ek....

Spa for him

Cube tgk ticker yang paling bawah tu...wa are in loveabout 2 weeks and within this 2 weeks I'd never give him a shower, poor him...tp hujan dah tolong basuhkan sbb tu laaa aweknye ni malas nak tlg basuhkan bdn die.

And almost 2 weeks, its time to sent him to the spa. It is so important to choose the best spa so dat my luvly boipren tak kan dibuli atau dgn wajib dilayan dgn baik sekali. Nak pi Glenmarie mcm jauh sgt je....nak pi dengkil macam was2 jerk....so how???Dont worry dear, i'll find the best for both of us, sbb i yg nak kena drive so need the best spa yang senangkan driver pengecut ni hahaha....

This coming week, akan ade rehearsal for convo almost everyday. And this week jugak harus pegi menghantar die ke spa. Kalau tak nnt cpat laaa tua dan akan senang dihinggapi penyakit. So esok hari harapnya dpt laaaa curik mase pegi anta ke spa.....sabar ye sygku....

Sent your love to everyone

A word's, just a word, 'til you mean what you say
And love, isn't love, 'til you give it away
We've all gotta give, something to give

To make a change
Send it on, on and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part, reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire

With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop, make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just Smile and the world
Will smile along with you..

That small act of love
Thats meant for one
Will become two

If we take the chances..
That change circumstances
Imagine all we can do

There's power in all of the choices we make
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait